Life is crazy.

I'm caught up in so many things--with so many people--that I really don't want to be, while opportunity slips through my fingers and those I should be spending time with leave. Not leaving me behind, encouraging me to leave as well, but I'm afraid to--so afraid of the unknown. Leaving me feeling alone and sorry for myself.

Oh well.

So, prioritized/ordered schedule:

JOB(S)
Gather information on prospective schools
Prepare audition material
Stay heavily involved in the Bellingham area theater
Write essays till I'm sick of them
Begin school applications
Gather information on scholarships
Finish school applications
Continue collecting and finishing scholarship applications
Auditions?
School?
Please?

I want to go to school so badly... I want it more than anything else, right now.